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This Feeling

from Underwater Sounds by Jessie Ryan-Allen

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I'm bleeding from the inside out, I'm such as disappointment.
If I'm not great at something, however will I be someone?

Not so kind, I cry on the inside all the time.
Staring down the replays, filling up with rage for myself.
I feel so bruised, will someone tell when it's ok, to lose, this feeling?

The blood that runs down my leg, sometimes I still forget, how I learnt to hide it all.
I've been through it all but haven't lived at all.
Melted down I could be anything but the brand has burnt in me so deep.

Not so kind, I cry on the inside all the time.
Staring down the replays, filling up with rage for myself.
I feel so bruised, will someone tell when it's ok, to lose, this feeling?

The leeches bred in every desire, waiting for their moment to come.
My wounds are sick of weeping, it's time pull over and get rid of unwanted company.
But it's me, but it's me.

Not so kind, I cry on the inside all the time.
Staring down the replays, filling up with rage for myself.
I feel so bruised, will someone tell when it's ok, to lose, this feeling?

Never say die, always do try.
Never say die, always do try.
Stuck in a feedback loop, warm and safe in my bedroom.
Fearing the next, how am I at my best?
One foot on the brake, the other flat to accelerate.

Not so kind, I cry on the inside all the time.
Staring down the replays, filling up with rage for myself.
I feel so bruised, will someone tell when it's ok, to lose, this feeling?

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from Underwater Sounds, released September 18, 2021

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Jessie Ryan-Allen is a songwriter, producer, musician and film composer. Accessible pop music with a twist, from alternative rock to experimental pop is home base.

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